#anyway will not talk about spoilers i prommy

[littlemoondarling]

I rarely if ever post pictures of myself buuuuttt

Fnaf movie outfit check!!

[feelo-fick]

miscellaneous au doodles + a VERY self indulgent song lyric comic :D

+ extra evil comic below the cut :

"chil!" "don't look at me like that..."

[eldritchred]

for your consideration. sixfrins and one (1) isabeau..

i have been Obsessed with this game for the past like. month and a half. all these were originally sketched on a whiteboard with some friends.. i then spent way too long poking at them afterwards hdsdshjs full page and some extras under the cut

[transbeamrooikat]

thinking about how its implied that Paul WILL eventually ecologically destroy dune. how in his quest to bring them "paradise" he will destroy their way of living. the way my heart sunk whenever it was mentioned. the way we see how badly water effects the worms

[toestalucia]

surely aunt will talk to us directly next update copium

[intertexts]

OK HI. HELLO ROS <3 standing in ur doorway like this 🧍 listen i will read worm eventually i just have so much HAPPENING. ALL THE TIME RIGHT NOW. AND DONT HAVE THE TIME. and also jrwi has me in a chokehold u know how it b. ANYWAY. i need u 2 tell me as much about new haven wards as u can without like major insane spoilers for worm. little spoilers r ok. i watch/read everything with a few lil spoilers 2 look forward to anyway <3 i know nothing abt the universe of worm (<<has barely made a sizeable dent in it but god i will i prommy) but i wanna know what exactly nhw is about. how does the universe work. how do the powers work. what is the situation with the nhw how and why are they working together where did they all come from!! gimme the nhw lore!!! as much as u can!!!!! looking at u with the biggest saddest wettest eyes rn pls pls pls infodump abt nhw 2 me!!!!!!!! ros pls 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

HIII HI HI WHISKEY <333 UR INSANE FOR ASKING THIS. BTW. literally insane. grabbing u so hard by the shoulders there is a crazed look in my eye. anyway. FIRST i am tagging @stuck-in-the-ghost-zone here also!!!!!! bc it is his au as much as mine & i am NOT qualified 2 talk abt nhw mark n such. augh.

ok. ok. ok. new haven wards. putting the cut here.

so the basic movement of worm is that powers are from trauma. ridiculously simplified, but that's the base of it-- if you have superpowers, you have them because you went through traumatic events so severe to you specifically that it broke ur brain a little bit. the powers manifest in some way as a reaction to the traumatic scenario. (it is also more complicated than this. playing the spoiler card.) OR secret second option u put urself into indefinite debt to an extremely shadowy and ominous.... organization? person? shadow government branch? conspiracy? and get superpowers in a can, with like, a 10% chance they'll backfire and mutate u into some fucking terrible inhuman shit and then they'll completely memory wipe you and brand you and dump you off somewhere. not really relevant here. because the main way of getting superpowers is to be violently traumatized, cape society in worm tends to be grittier, more violent. there's more villains, the heroes are less shiny marvel or dc and more making whatever moral compromises they need to get the best outcome possible. at one point one of the main heroes in the city worm takes place in tells the sixteen-year-old protagonist "i don't care, there's a kill order out on them, just put a bullet in her brain if you see her, it's fine" and then a while later goes "yeah i'd vote for a kill order out on you guys too," directly to her face. worm is always going "hey, wouldn't it fucking suck if superheroes were real?". there are many horrifying and inhuman and violent threats. sexual and racial and physical violence aren't swept under the rug. these seventeen year olds are sent to crime scenes where flayed and gutted corpses are suspended from the ceilings because they're heroes! ^_^ but this aint about worm this is about the new haven wards!!!!! [wards are the child soldiers junior hero branch of the main syndicated/unionized hero organization, w/ placement in every major city alongside regional protectorate headquarters]

>key things for this au:

--william wisp changed his last name to bell when he moved to new haven (where his brother david lives :) and joined the wards, for another layer of anonymity ^_^ (he is. severely paranoid about his identity & privacy. <- also a Big and Heavy thing in worm/parahumans world. it's a Big Fucking Deal to unmask a cape regardless of their alignment)

-dakota never got the mechanical heart & biomedical augumentation so didn't meet mato cole at that time! he's still dakota damascus :]

-virion... idk why he's still virion & not vyncent actually. probably just because that was the name his parents gave him? we can't change it now though nhw virion & canon vyncent r two different guys to me...

-ashe is the unluckiest fucking guy in the world!!!

their powers are a little different from canon both bc of the ways powers work just being different frm how they do in pd & also because of the "they're always a reflection of the worst moment of ur life that you're just dragging around with you reminding you of it" thing. <333

wibby / whisperer is a breaker/shaker (<- power classifications meaning he has another form he shifts into, and also an area of effect] in his breaker form (crackling white-blue energy) he 1) can control how corporeal he is, or *how* corporeal he is, from "walks into the brick wall" to "doesnt notice there's a brick wall and goes straight through it", to "goes incorporeal to stick his hand in a guy's chest then resolidifies to instakill him" w/ some tradeoffs. & 2) shape/control energy manifestations in a fairly wide radius around him, where the power of the shaped energy is in proportion to the amount of recent death in the area-- if there's a ton of casualties in the area, he can do a lot more than he could in a peaceful small town in the middle of nowhere. the situation with his trigger event was him. growing up socially isolated and half convinced he was going crazy and everyone else Also thought he was fucking insane (deadwood is still haunted!! more haunted :]) for years & years + the loneliness + frustration + unsureness if he's actually the one just. losing it or if it's all really real + the constant feeling of being in danger, that the town is bad and malicious and out to Get you. anyway. he fell, take that as ambiguously as u do for that in canon, didn't die, but was severely injured & couldn't move. just laid there for maybe a day or so in the woods that wanted to kill him. anyway he triggered when he was found! the catalyst was not "the place that's been out to get me my entire life finally succeeded" but the helpless incandescent frustration of "actually nothing i ever do is going to make you understand. i've been trying for so fucking long to make you See It but you won't!!! you never will and you just think i'm crazy or stupid or making it up for attention even though it has such obvious fucking consequences and is manifestly Real!!" he was recruited to the wards by miss g herself, who was like hahahhahaa this kid could be a Really Fucking Big Problem if he doesn't have an eye on him!! ^_^ he never wanted to be a hero, and still doesn't, really, but he's terrified of accidentally hurting people & deadwood is like a weight around his neck and maybe things will be better if he just gets out of here. for a while they're not, of course. he just feels like. y'know. he's another sick thing that crawled out of deadwood, and his powers make that obvious. the way they interact with recently dead shit makes him sick!! living with david is awful-- a big, lovely, lonely high rise apartment, an older brother who barely bothers to speak to him, calls to their mom through the walls going "why is he here? why would you send him here? can he like, go anywhere else?"

virion sol / imprint is a trump (meaning his powers interact With other capes powers.) he can copy powers by touching other parahumans-- the copied power is just as strong as the original, whatever the original is, but he doesn't have an innate sense of how to use it; he can easily be overwhelmed or overstimulated by powers that involve a ton of sensory input, or accidentally loose cannon something he wasn't expecting and can't easily control. regardless, this is a fucking insane power to have. it's so cracked. like within the parahumans-- world, this is something so rare, especially being able to copy the full strength of the power. the very few examples in canon of something similar, the copied power is always inferior. his situation was similar to canon-- the greats were a team of independent heroes, & were like, extended family to virion. he grew up unpowered, but in the cape world-- so many aunts and uncles teaching him security, standard protocols, how to fight capes, how to run cape business and independent team business, how to handle guns and tasers and safely run background checks. y'know. a family's worth of professional knowledge. he never really wanted to be a cape, anyway, he was more than happy to do all the unpowered stuff at home that needed to be done. occasionally he came with them on patrol n stuff or snuck out to watch them. the greats' long term goal was prying out the lich, an extremely heavyweight warlord who had control over most of the city. virion's father struck a deal with the lich-- virion knows as little what the deal was For as he does in canon, but he double crossed the entire team. virion snuck along to the confrontation with the lich (setup) & watched his father turn & murder all of them. still not sure if he did it all himself or just watched as the lich's minions did it, but the way they knew all their weaknesses, how efficient and brutal and unexpected it was-- it was his dad feeding the information. virion stays frozen in shock and horror & hidden during all of this. can't do anything to help. is fucking useless, despite all he knows and has done. for the first time in his life, he wished he had powers, that ram and min and everyone could have taught him how to have and use their powers like they taught him everything else. he triggered watching it all happen. after this, he went on the run, terrified that someone would Know that he saw, that they'd be coming for the loose ends, that his dad would come back for him. all he has of his family is a couple piecemeal things he could grab before he ran-- ram's favorite revolvers, a holy medal of alphonz's, some of his mom's sturdy jewelry. anyway, he ran, moved to a different city, new haven. started figuring out his powers, started targeting specifically other capes who were up to bad shit-- minor to mid league villains, the occasional local hero who would Look squeaky clean, but after their sudden death dirty secrets would come out, etc. all very low-key, very subtle. none of the disappearances or deaths looked related. during this period he is SO fucked up. he is so fucked in the head. he's incredibly hypervigilant and paranoid and jumpy (good at looking unbothered and still clocking every single sound and movement and always facing doors and windows), mired in the grief and guilt and horror at. watching his entire family slaughtered and life shattered in a night. sleeps for no more than two hours or so at a time. even on top of the lich and his dad... what he's been doing puts an even bigger target on his back. doesn't have time or heart for anything but the dirty work. is dissociating through the periods of time where he's not actively hunting someone down or on the job. silhouette is the one who puts the pieces together-- of course he's on the protectorate (hero organization) radar. sure he's only been targeting bad guys, but how clean each one was? how well covered they all are? how whoever this is has allegedly killed at least almost two hands' worth of capes in cold blood by now? sets off alarms, if you're looking!!

anyway, silhouette tracks him down, says hey, i know who you are, i know what happened. you're just a kid. you join us, and you'll gain the resources and skill to be able to get revenge. aren't you tired of running? now... virion took to this fast and well when he did, but. before it all, he was just a teenager. despite the family business, he was just some guy! he helped his mom cook and got help with schoolwork at the kitchen table and his cool aunts took him out for lunch. he never wanted this or expected it. and of course he doesn't trust the heroes farther than he can spit, but... it's something. it's better than this. anything has to be better than the way he's driving himself into the ground. & also, of course. if silhouette can find him. anyone else who's looking for him can too. (i don't think he's even registered on the radar of anyone. his dad didn't actually survive the lich, obviously, & he was the only other one who really knew abt virion + nobody knew he triggered. he's just. so fucking paranoid.)

dakota damascus / failsafe is a thinker/mover. he 1) has a precognitive sense of any pain that anyone in a radius around him will feel in the next short amount of time. this is-- varyingly difficult to block. he can't just Choose not to feel it, although the intensity of the feeling, again, varies. mostly proportionally to how severe the pain actually is, or how many people are hurt, but, with time, he can dull or sharpen it + follow the threads of it to discern Who exactly is in pain, rather than just an ambient sensation. 2) is VERY fast & has matching enhanced cognitive speed. these two abilities work SO good together, both in combat situations & also just day to day patrolling. man. i love dakota. anyway, he triggered young-- he was out with his parents (maybe 7/8) and they got caught in an attack by siberian-- a genuinely indestructible, incredibly powerful villain who can just,,, run her hand through a concrete foundation like it's butter & collapse buildings, or scoop out peoples insides in a heartbeat. and also likes to eat people, like, raw and bloody after dismembering them. whatever level of ultraviolent shocking horror u are imagining. double it. anyway. they got caught in the scene of this attack, dakota got separated from his parents in the panic and stampede and rush to get out-- he's seven! it's terrifying levels of panic and claustrophobia and people shoving and trampling and he's not gonna leave without his parents!! of course not!! he triggers from the fear and the disorientation and the panic & he can't find them & he's trying to fight the crowd but he barely comes up past their knees & there's awful sounds of fighting & he's close enough to see her... things are doubly disorienting with the echo of the agony from everyone who gets Fucking Siberianed. he sees most of the fight. um. a while after she's driven away and it's finally finished he finds what's left of his parents. there's a beat in worm, during an encounter with siberian and the Big Heroes, the prime force equivalent, where they just.. give her a victim to chew on because it makes her happier and less of a nightmare to fight. which is something i think about frequently. anyway, after this things are kind of loose, similar to canon. he does the same shit. it's also quieter and you can feel less people hurting the higher up u are. yk? OH GOD. YEAH. at some point after this we still have not hammered it out. he confronts the slaughterhouse 9 (the supervillain group that attacked/siberian is part of) about it & gets his face slit open (half chelsea smile style) & makes a deal to either kill a guy in [n years] or that guy will kill him & several hundred other people!!!!!!!!!!!! dakota damascus killing a man baked into the bones of nhw!!!

anyway he & cat still fell. he underwent a second trigger event when this happened, actually-- the panic and desperation of that situation + the way it echoed his first trigger, etc. this is also super fucking rare, btw. there are very few second triggers & it is almost Never good. (u cannot trigger more than twice + a second trigger is always a refining or an improving of the intent of the original trigger) so that's where the speed etc. came from. tide found him, gave him. a better support system (low bar!!) + a real purpose in joining the wards. i have a lot of feelings abt this.

ashe / auxiliary / muse is also a shaker/breaker!!!!! his backstory i cannot talk too much about because it is Big Spoilers. but he is a fucking powerful telekinetic (around when he joins the wards, having not really used his power in years, he has an upper weight limit of a couple times his body weight & a fairly large radius of effect). he also has a breaker form that only triggers in certain situations & if he really really pushes himself to breaking w/ his powers-- when he enters it, he loses lucidity, for the most part, & starts warping and stretching and breaking space-time in strange, dreamlike ways-- the pavement melts, or everything gets bouncy, or cars and concrete chunks and things with no business moving float slowly around like balloons, or he pulls and crumples reality to move without really moving.... it gets Real fucking bad, real fast. ANYWAY. he eventually sneaks out one night, walks to a gas station to get. snacks. it-- okay, i'm fucking linking mac's post, i CANNOT summarize all of this concisely. go read that. so. that's ashe's deal!!!!!!!!!

THERE'S ALSO. MARK. ASK MAC ABOUT MARK i have typed this entire thing out on myfucking phone keyboard i literally Cannot keep going. help. and also their mark stuff is so fucking good its so. auuuhhgh. AND ALSO DAVID BELL. WHO WORKS FOR THE ORGANIZATION THAT SELLS U SUPERPOWERS IN A CAN W A CHANCE OF GETTING TURNED INTO AN UNRECOGNIZABLE MONSTER AND DOES HUMAN ABDUCTION AND EXPERIMENTATION. AND JADE AND X AND ALLEN ARE THE FREEDOM CITY WARDS AND GRAYSCALE SHAKES OUT EVEN FUCKING WORSE THAN IT DID IN CANON. YEAH.

SO. YEAHG. THATS. THATS THE MOST OF IT. um. yeah. theyre a dreadful little polycule they are. So fucking clingy they r traumabonded. like little trembling chihuahua puppies. separation anxiety and all. virion and dakota share a comfy old victorian house in a suburban neighborhood maybe a fifteen minute walk from the protectorate hq. wibby starts out living w/ david and eventually just... all his stuff moves over to their place. their clothes r all mixed up they know each others blood types they're all sleeping together on the couch. eventually their house gets blown up. they all get various flavors of nightmare & are 1 million shades of debilitatingly mentally ill but like-- it works. they r good for each other. theyre good together. do not separate them. etc. i'm not even gonna fucking START talking abt their dynamics other than that but like. i mean. if you want a repeat of THIS u can always ask!!!!!!!

[glacierbash]

Dawntrail level 98+ spoilers below! (Yes I’m rambling about the same spoiler I have the last several times I’ve posted spoilers)

Hai. It’s me again. Rambling about a certain npc who I am very normal about. Prommy me you won’t judge me?? Prommy me you’ll not judge me for having Thots??? Prommy??? Pinky Prommy???

Anyways. Ahem. Deeply enthralled and charmed by the idea of iverelle, who has never had feelings for and had to court somebody a normal way, having to work up the nerve to talk to Shale like a shy little loser. She’s so used to her relationships being formed by somebody punching her REALLY hard, so she has 0 idea how to deal with having a normal crush on a person. Truly her first time being attracted to somebody who has no desire to beat her up, nor the capability. Her idea of flirting is standing around and helping every other member of Oblivion except for Shale. This 6’10, looming, intimidating dark knight is absolutely disarmed by one (1) random eldite. She FINALLY makes a move by inviting Shale to the arcadion because Iverelle’s going to fight, but then she’s too scared to see if Shale actually does end up going. Iverelle truly only understands romance if there’s violence involved and has no clue how to handle romance if there’s NOT any. She’s trying her best though. Please give her tips.

[exnoiafork]

the entire block tales lore explained for DUMMIES!!!! (Spoilers ahead) THEORIES ADDED!

I’ll be separating this into parts to preserve my sanity and your own

1. pre - prologue

According to the snowmen guys, the player REALLY misses 2010. so much so that they time travelled back. I’ll update this once the prologue gets an update I swear

2. prologue

For the prologue, there isn’t really much here. the most interesting part is that shedletsky didn’t get beaten up by red n blue, he got beaten up by someone else and the twins took the credit. I don’t know who that someone else is. Red and blue also has an uncle named noobador guys he’ll be important later too

3. CHAPTER 1!!!!

So uh. Summary of this chapter you beat the crap out of an old man. Uhh the old man aka cruel king stole the ice dagger cause he wants to protect his kingdom . why he wants to protect his kingdom is because uhh there’s like a prophecy . “The voices”, as he calls them, were tormenting him mentally and yapped about the prophecy non stop. also apparently you’re the cause of said prophecy cause he HATES YOU!!! voices manipulated him a lil too much. Anyway, after beating the crap out of king a few more times he gets character development and you two become besties!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥

4. CHAPTER 2!!!

so in chapter two. You beat up a schizophrenic teenager. but uh first, you meet a silly lil gal named kyoko who yaps about her next adventure in the rugged rainforest. she’ll be important later on I prommy.

so umm for chapter 2, we can get that greifer (the schizophrenic teenager) is possessed by “the voices” , the same ones as cruel king . it’s likely the voices come from the swords themselves

anyway, greifer wasn’t always like this. mayor thaniyel (his dad) said it himself, “brad this isn’t like you”. I don’t know what his actual personality is , he will probably be revealed in chapter 4 . but for speculation, brad is probably just a nonchalant teenager who is a bit rebellious. he was like possessed by the voices or sum so he’s more hyper than normal

not much of greifer is revealed yet and why he turns into a plant but I think it’s because he has a curse like vine staff (turning into a plant). probably the curse calmed down but the venomshank aggravated it he turned into a big plant

CHAPTER 3!!!

so uh in chapter 3, Y/N (player) gets diagnosed with schizophrenia. So in like the 1/4 of the chapter we beat the crap out of red and blue’s 4bU51V3 parents. said parents being purple and green, they tried to brainwash them into being criminals apparently. they’ve been looking for them for YEARS for the love of me.. don’t ask me why okay we don’t know why yet. and Noobador is the twins’ uncle, if anything Noobador is probably named yellow noob /j. after that you all become besties 🗣️🗣️🗣️

2/4, we go into Telamon ‘s manor. Telamon = shedletsky but more powerful. Uhh. Not much is known about them yet but all we know Telamon is Telamon.

3/4 of demo 3, we meet kitchen wizard who we met in demo 1 but I didn’t add him because he meant nothing to me in demo 1. but he’s relevant in chapter 3 now. so like terry killed him and all blah blah blah and then he got saved by Telamon . wizard gives us a ghost potion after making us collect some ingredients. One of these ingredients is a thanksgiving turkey. it was alive and we killed it.

the 4th part is where all of the orange juice squeezes out.. you beat the living crap out of your negative emotions. said negative emotions being greed, solitude, fear, and hatred. for greed uh, there’s not much on greed 😔😔😔 and it’s like really self explanatory just wanting dolla dolla bills.. but like Y/N wanted more ever since they touched the first sword so .

solitude is just solitude. Y/N is the chosen one so they’re like. Lonely and they can’t talk to anyone 😨😨

fear . Fear isn’t really that negative of an emotion, it’s what keeps you alive.. though it’s also negative sometimes so you have to nuclear bomb it. It was protecting you from hatred, or tried to.. yeah. also it’s not the feared but the fearful so that’s something to take note of but other than that nothing else

HATRED DEAR GOD. I hate this. Guy so much. anyway hatred , aka as “the voices”, is in every sword user. it was the one who told cruel king “oh ur kingdom is gonna die lol” and persuaded greifer to grab the venomshank, he already had the hatred in him. greifer had hate for his dad ever since god knows how long. anyway apparently your hatred is so deep it GOES RIGHT IN YOUR HEART’S VEINS LIKE DAMN.. so yah. uh it also only becomes tame and doesn’t die entirely so prepare for a 6 phase refight in demo 8.

notes: Kyoko was foreshadowing of hatred, kyoko is just an adventurer we first met her in plains town and met again in the manor. She comforts you and tells you not to be too hard on yourself and all.

okay thanks

[awakened-omen-art]

Time and Again Shenanigans

I'll be real man, these will probably never be polished or finished so fuck it, y'know? Might as well show off what I have just for the excuse to talk about my boys!!!

MAJOR spoilers for my original work Time and Again obviously. Only the first 2 chapters have been posted but the video contains things I have planned but not written

General Tws: Blood, Gore, Death, Sui

Therefore You and Me

The only animatic I actually finished for these 2. Looking back on it the way the Goddess interacts with Benny reads a bit too romantic which is NOT what I was intending. They're just kinda supposed to be obsessed with him.

They're the one who gave him the gift but after a while, they start seeing Benny as less of their champion and more of the first friend they've had in EONS. So when Benny starts to hate them, even telling them so it uhh... does NOT feel good.

Not gonna fix it though lmao. This shit took so long

This was BEFORE I moved to Krita so this whole project was made in Fire Alpaca for the ability to have onion skin and then each individual frame was exported into Movie Studio 14 and painstakingly edited to the music. It took WEEKS and you can tell where I started to lose steam near the end LMAO.

I only managed to do 2 mock-ups of what the pallet would look like, realized it was going to be SO much work to finish and promptly gave up. Maybe one day I will finally finish it but that day is NOT today

Deathly Loneliness

I was only able to do up until the chorus before the burnout REALLY started to set in.

Seeing as this was an actual animatic and needed actual animation snippets this was like 10 times the amount of work to edit BECAUSE FIREALPACA EXPORTS INDIVIDUAL FRAMES which i had to add in one by one AND THEN COPY PASTE THEM OVER AND OVER TO GET THEM TO LOOP.

Not to mention just to do the little sliding trick I did for them growing up I had to do actual math in Movie Studio cause their transform tool is SO dumb.

It became way too much and I eventually had to give up.

Though now that I have Krita AND I'm re-hyperfixating on it maybe I'll finish one of them. I would REALLY like to have something tangible for them one day.

If you read this far down and are actually interested in them I just posted a ONESHOT of a scrapped confession scene that was too good NOT to share!

And fuck it here's the PLAYLIST too because this is where I do most of my "writing" (adding songs that remind me of their story and then daydreaming scenarios)

Anyways. Benny? Aspen? I love you both so much. One day I WILL finish your story. I PROMMY.

[sednonamoris]

hey.. i saw that post.. about.. thunderstruck.. and that chapter.. literally left me as a pile of dust on my bed.. do you wanna.. talk about it.. because i will listen..

ohohohhehehee…….. spoilers for ch. 23 of ghost story

starting off strong with the storm/water imagery ⛈️ admittedly ch. 1 starts with a storm bc i had a Vision for a very vibes-based chapter that then ofc spiraled into the ghost story you know and love today. then water and specifically storms became the connecting thread for most of the significant moments in the development of john and ghost’s relationship so OF COURSE i went ham. not only the storm raging when they finally admit their feelings (and fuck lol) but also the town names as they get closer and closer to that resolution. it’s a clean slate, a baptism, a rebirth. a reckoning. something magnetic and powerful and chaotic but also completely natural is exactly what the bond between them is, and the added detail of john being terrified of drowning makes it extra juicy delicious

thennn we have to talk about my close personal friend lottie reed!! 💘 i don’t describe her in too much detail but it was important to me that she shared some physical similarities with john. wiry and slim, dark hair, light eyes. it adds a layer of Insanity to his irrationally jealous response to literally everything she does. i had a blast peppering in vague details about ghost’s past with her, but to lay it all out: they met in tumbleweed when ghost was making their name as the ghost rider of new austin and had a very sweet teenage summer romance. lottie was sheltered by her parents and loved the element of danger ghost brought to her life, and ghost was charmed by how clever and genuine lottie was. when lottie’s parents set up her engagement with melvin reed it was partly bc they’d been working on it for a while and partly bc they wanted to keep her away from ghost. lottie tried to convince ghost to run away with her before the wedding, but her dad got there first and offered a sum of cash that ghost took to cut contact and leave lottie and melvin alone. (when ghost fled new austin with the money, they very quickly found themself in the predicament we see in chapter 1.) what i like about their relationship is that however you read ghost’s gender, there’s an element of forbidden romance there. ghost doesn’t get back in touch with lottie until ch. 23, which gave lottie plenty of time to come to terms with what happened and find joy of her own after melvin’s death. he wasn’t cruel, but they weren’t close. ghost is lucky she’s so kind, though, because they’ve been a pretty shit friend/ex lol

last thing i prommy but the devotion and the deliberate choosing between these two makes me craaaazy 😵‍💫 they love each other!! so much!! aaaaahhhh!! when john asks that rhetorical question - it was always gonna be you and me, wasn’t it? - it comes after being so jealous and then taking that jealousy out in every toxic way he can think of when he and ghost go through those towns and sell the horses but it feels so inevitable bc it is. he isn’t asking ghost he’s being almost self-deprecating, bc everything he’s ever done was always just buying time against feelings held for so long but only fully realized recently. god. anyways,,

THANK YOU SO MUCH for following this story and being so kind and giving me license to ramble abt my fav things there’s like a million more but i promise i’ll shut up now 💞💞💞💞

[gideongrovel]

I've gotten past the point of cringing at my own behavior when it comes to self.ship.ping,,,,, but I am dying a little at one of my wedding pieces,,,,, because like,,,,what the hell am I doing,,,,💀💀💀 autism definitely is winning lately,,,,, but I'm cringing in a good way I guess at the same time,, because as goofy as I feel,,,,, I feel love 10x more 🥰

also prommy you will all ignore the goofy-ass background that's in one of them? 💀 it fits the theme I guess but idk,,,, all I worked on today was like backgrounds for two of the pieces,,,,, one of the pieces I thought I was finished with entirely,,,but i thought the background was too simple so I fixed it/changed it,,,, it's a lot better then before and is more fun,,,,, but it's also kinda ugly? idk like a good ugly,,, it's like chaotic and all over the place,,,, but Chop himself is also crazy and all over the place so it's on brand

spoilers for one of the art pieces the other background I used a screenshot from the movie since I thought that would be fun and give a more of a mood/scene setting,,,,, which it's very cute!!! but also the one I was cringing at 💀 but mostly because I put a short text on the piece,,,,,

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ALSO super secret info to anyone who's awake now and took the time to read my rambling 👁️👁️

April 7th or April 10th will be the wedding date!!!! I've mentioned before that April is when our 6month anniversary will be which is the 7th,,,,but that weekend is a holiday weekend 😅 so I also might just wait till Monday since idk if people will be busy,,,, and I don't wanna set myself up to be disappointed if like no one interacts cause they busy and arent online then,,,,, so I might wait till April 10th,,,,, idk yet I probably will make a poll when it's like closer,,,,,,

i'm just honestly terrified of making a big deal about it and no one interacting,,,, I don't wanna "please clap" moment,,,,,,, I know it's silly because I know those who normally interact (my beloved moots *kisses forhead* /p) with all usual stuff will interact regardless of the day I pick I don't doubt that,,,,,,, and i know it should mostly be about me and Chops love for eachother first and foremost,,,,,, but it's also not wrong to want attention? 👁️👁️ tho I will also cry if I'm given too much social interaction,,,,,,,, so idk what one of my mental illness is making me feel both ways 💀 like I still can't even reblog actual ask games on here to talk about our relationship,,,,,, 😔

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Sorry I'm still talking in this post my insomnia inner monologue is on high,,,,, but when i DO make the announcement post about the wedding,,,,, if I used a funny t1kt0k audio would y'all still love me? ( /sar ) because I think it would be silly,,,,, and it is extremely fitting to me and Chop 👁️👁️ Also using that audio it would mean you would get a drawing of Stretch if I do it 👁️👁️ I haven't drawn her yet 👁️👁️ despite her being my s/i's bestie in my lore,,,,

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anyway time to sleep again 😴

[avian-hearts]

kisses him, oh, so sweetly on the mouth

[jonathanarcher]

PK Tech Girl episode review I prommy I won’t do this for everyone I just thought this one was good sam don’t read this there are spoilers

Better than I remember it being certainly. I remember not liking the Aeryn and Gilina stuff because I remembered it being about John, and it was a little bit but also it wasn’t really because for Gilina it was her fighting over what she’d been taught and how she felt and for aeryn it was jealousy about everything, here’s this girl who has the life she wants back sooo desperately and now she’s bossing aeryn around and making her feel stupid and to top it all off she’s hit it off with John, who is both aeryn’s closest friend and the guy she has a crush on that she doesn’t know how to deal with so she doesn’t know how to talk to him, and so aeryn lashes out at Gilina and I think the way they come to an understanding is good (and soapy) (they should’ve made out)

Anyway I think a theme of the episode was communication, especially with the John and Gilina stuff because the reason John and her hit it off so much is that for the first time, john found someone who actually understood him and who he understood in return. It’s also the first episode where aeryn specifically states that she, very very briefly, thought John was hot and then their exchange at the end where they realize they both understand each other a little more than they thought. It’s about the communication!!! Talking about your feelings!!! I also thought it was good how they were able to establish everyone’s different motives for exploring the ship and how different they all were. Good episode.

On the costume watch front, John has returned to the white tshirt/vest combo, it’s not interesting and it doesn’t matter anyway this is the first appearance of aeryns gray tank top and suspenders which, slay, but also! Whenever we’ve seen her before, she’s always been in all black so we’re using black to represent her identity as a peacekeeper- as recently as the last episode she still identifies quite vocally AS a peacekeeper, but this is the first episode where she’s really had to confront what it means that she is no longer a peacekeeper, hence the gray.

[gayspock]

you mentioned in some of your tags that you don’t know what the fanon/general fandom opinions were. from what I’ve seen (I’m also a new fan) vi/caitlyn is pretty big (my guess would be because of how blatant it is), however, with...idk how to put this? average LOL fans think it was rushed and don’t like it. tumblr, of course, is into it tho. jayce/viktor is also huge. a lot of people seem to resonate with jinx and silco’s familial relationships. I’ve also seen a lot of people in the fandom not recognize the ableism in Viktor’s arc, which is worrying. if you don’t care to spoil yourself on where these character’s arcs will go in future seasons, I suggest you look up the LOL lore of: vi, ekko, viktor, and jayce. some are just...a slap to the face. anyways, have a good day/evening.

OHH okay omg (nods) tysm for a brief little insight, bc i was looking in the tag a little but it feels like tumblr's tag algorithm is a lot worse thn wht it was even before. unless the fanbase on here is smaller than wht i thought or sth HELP OK lemme dump this reply under a read more bc im rambly pjhpsrgjssfpgs

but a lot of tht hm? i THINK thats just about wht i expected - so no big surprises.

i dont blame the average LOL fans- a sentence i never thought i'd say skpgjsp - bc i can deffo see a lot of the places where it was like..eh. yknow. i said it myself. it feels a little undercooked in some places, and seemed more paced to keep it fast and snappy. like they kinda like they really could have spent more time on a lot of things- and so i presume tht'd be rllly frustrating if u were deeper into the pre-existing lore.

then regarding these little guys.... yeh i think i heard abt vi/caitlyn bein p big. :3 i still stnd by not rlly giving a damn (HELP, thats said with love i prommy)- but you kno nonetheless im happy tht ppl are enjoying a wlw relationship..... like its good they arent being sidelined by ppl. even if im not into tht scene i'll just nod from a distance.

BUT, THOUGH DO YOU KNOW WHATS SO, SO FUNNY? like ok. viktor and jayce obviously, like, occurred to me- but i also just kinda. kept pushing it to the back of my head? does that make any sense? like- jesus like. WELL DUH THEY'D HAVE SOME TUMBLR GIRLIES GOING WILD... silly me... and its like i feel like i sorta figured tht'd be going down, but it was in my peripherals out of clear sight HELP. wasnt helped by the fsct they kept separating the besties in the latter half- which i mean, obviously tht was bc of them drifting away frome ach other and stuff, but oh sniff sniff im emo nonetheless bc i rlly loved their relationship... 💖 LIKE i think its just in my head i kkinda just . i have no idea i never labelled them as anything i just kept jokingly mentally referring to viktor as his little bestie with a heart above the i, keeping them fun an ambiguous whilst medara gets her shit rock'd by him HELP PGJS[0JDH[PGKBPSD.

but also, on the subject of viktor- ah... yeah. :/ i wasnt sure if tht'd be sth tht'd be talked abt and.... the more it rlly became apparent, the more i hoped it wouldnt just be glossed over but . also ik tht happens a lot with things like this. god. i do hope tht those conversations are had at some point, more openly- like,granted im probs not gonna be knocking abt the communities on here tht much (and even if i was, im not sure how much i could really input into that?!) but yeah. thats a shame. 3:

and hm.... you know i might look into it. just bc theres some guys here im GENUINELY pretty into and idk if the show itself will fully give them their dues, even if it doesnt diverge- bc im INTERESTED... i love viktor. and ekko. and vi. sooo badly. and im super curious abt jayce. so help. i might go spoil myself now (bc in truth ive never been tht mad abt spoilers irpdgphjdhj and idk how much it counts here anyways).

THANK U FOR THE LITTLE THOUGHTS ANON. ITS NICE TO HAVE ANY JUMPING OFF POINTS TO CHATTER AWAY. i will have a good ... norning... <3 its like 2am here omg

[aropride]

hello i would like to hear about otherkin history from you! and maybe even your kins!! i wanna know more :D

ok so!! basically the otherkin community started in the 1960s when elfinkind- people who spiritually identified as elves from lord of the rings- created a community thru mailing lists and the like, specifically the elfinkind digest. towards the 70s and 80s, more species than just elves discovered themselves, and the world otherkind became common use. this became the word otherkin thats used most commonly today. in 2004, the word otakukin was created, basically ppl who were otherkin of character from anime. this was changed to fictionkin to allow ppl from a variety of sources to use the same word. the word mediakin is also used, albeit less commonly, by those who dont want their sources to be called fiction. as for what otherkin / fictionkin is, the term combines a couple of experiences, with the msot common one being that you believe you were a character in a past life due to the multiverse theory*. (tho theres also the. i want to say colloquial but i feel thats not the right word? so. the often-used meaning of the term, which is “character u relate to.” & relating to characters is fine but thats not the actual meaning of the word- synpath, copinglink, mirrorlink, kith, and otherhearted all exist for that purpose) *(the multiverse theory is basically the theory that theres infinite alternate universes. its rlly fun to watch youtube videos abt when ur on a bunch of pain meds after getting ur wisdom teeth out kjfgfk) as for me & my kins: i figured out i was kin in. early 2018 i think? id known abt otherkin for several years, full transparency i would look up "otherkin cringe" on pintrest in 2016. & 2018 was around the time that kff ("kin for fun" - synpaths/copinglinks/etc using the word kin, basically) was taking off but i still understood the word by its original definition. anyway. yknow when u suddenly get a super strong memory that u havent thought abt in years? i had one of those except it was for sure not of something that happened to me, and it was for sure something that happened to jared kleinman and i was kind of like. Well thats weird. wow that sounds exactly like that otherkin thing ive heard about im sure it has nothing to do with that though. (spoiler alert: it did) for me & for a lot of ppl we'll have a LOT more memories from one canon (canon meaning timeline, essentially) than another- my personal explanation of it is that i feel those are from closer universes/less time ago. other ppl probably have different interpretations tho ^_^ this is getting long im gonna share some random fun facts from some of my canons and then im done i prommy. umm in my jared canon i was nonbinary!! i used he/ae prns. in one of my c!tommy canons i had wings :D!! in my origins!tubbo canon ranboo used she/he pronouns. i was transfem in my jeremy heere canon! my name was jada (<- you know im not making this up i have a HATRED for when trans characters have the same first letter in the deadname and chosen name). im also otherkin! i was an ice dragon one time that was cool <- saying it like that is extremely funny to me sorry

ok im done now :D thank u 4 asking i love talking abt this stuff ^_^

[euclydya]

Rosie 1,2,3 Allan 6,11 if im remembering numbers right

My memory is so bwaa Theyre the first to come to mind 💝

lets fuckiigggggn GOOOO we totally didn't 4get 2 answer these lmfao uhhj UNDER THE CUT

For Rosie:

What is your character's reaction to a minor inconvenience? Such as getting their jumper caught on a door handle?

As U Kno the slightest inconvenience makes me want to kill. So naturally my initial reaction is to stab and do violence </3 i am so working onnit i prommy. i haven't killed anyone in-sys this month /hj

Tea, coffee, hot chocolate or other?

ON GOD DO IT DEPEND,,,,, if we're goin w tea then I want it Iced and With Lem Of Nade in it. Coffee has to be pumpkin spice otherwise die. hot chocolate though,,, yes 27/4. tl;dr: i hav no preference aKJEKKSKDFM

What does their safe space look like?

OC-wise it's wherever Allan is. System-wise it's... Wherever Allan is. without them I ammmm. Absolutely fuckin lost tbh like I wouldn't be here if they weren't. Not like as in dead but as in dormant aiakakqksks

But location-wise in-sys I find most comfort in... Well. Now that I think abt it we never talk abt our headspace here do we. Uhhjj We have a crystalized forest Michael formed like, last year. Iirc it was a coping mechanism of sorts for him and he stayed there for a long-ass time while he was afk but I digress. It's one of my fave locations in-sys, it's super pretty and quiet and chilly (but like, just the Right Amount of chilly y'know??). v v good place 2 nap and be safe I think NFJDKDKF

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For Allan:

What kind of books comfort them? What books help them heal after a hard day?

Honestly I don't read all that often and oc!me sure as hell didn't have the time for it in source ajsmzkzks. Should I read it's usually whatever Rosie wants to read (with my imput ofc) cuz we're joined at the hip p much.

If we do ever get the ability to focus on words long enough though™ we might start reading uhhhjjjjj Dividing Eden. We picked it up at a bookstore months ago because it looked cool and also stupid /lh

Tho for nostalgia's sake we usually reread warrior cats for comfort every now n then. Nothin else helps you heal after a hard day like reading about Cat Death™! 👍

Do they enjoy pranks or do they hate them? Are they likely to fall for a prank?

Oc!me before death was (SPOILERS OH NO /jjj) a huge prankster I think we've decided? Still figuring out personality shit for our oc-selves, they can only be based off current us for so long

I will actually kill someone I just accidentally deleted half my answer here. Tumblr is an app. Anyways before death, yes, after death, not really. Ghost senses n all that shit. It's hard to prank someone if they can sense your every move when you're vaguely around them NFDNDMF

In-sys though, no. whatever pranks people plan here usually involve murder, and, *gestures to my whole-ass ghost body* yeah no.

I do go along and help Rosie with whatever shi's planning though bc shi won't shut up unless I help hir lmfao /lh only unless they don't involve someone temporarily dying, ofc